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Happy Birthday to the woman who taught me how to be. I love, and miss you mom🤍

Happy Birthday to the woman who taught me how to be. I love, and miss you mom🤍

What Vanilla said #parkcity

What Vanilla said #parkcity

Cheers to sunsets, sing alongs, dance parties, rum punch, and my favorite people in the world🥂

Cheers to sunsets, sing alongs, dance parties, rum punch, and my favorite people in the world🥂

On some beach, somewhere

On some beach, somewhere

This year has been a year of firsts. My first of most things without my mom. I’m finding that alongside the bitter endings, are beautiful beginnings. Every special day continues to immortalize my mom in a way that makes it easier to continue living our lives.

My mom’s last words were in conversation with a family friend of ours. She looked at him, he was visibly upset, and she said, “Don’t be sad.” Soon after that she closed her eyes for good.

If I’m being entirely honest this fell flat for me at first. I understood it as my mom continuing to do what she always did, which was trying to make the people around her feel better. I now understand it as her permission to move forward. Her request that we don’t stop living alongside her.

This year has been devastating. I consistently feel a deep longing for someone who I will never physically see again. And at the same time, I know I have to continue moving. I have to try to find joy and purpose in the world without the person who brought me into it.

So alongside all of the bitter endings this year has brought, I have no choice but to recognize the beautiful things this year has shown me. I’m looking forward to seeing what next year shows me.

This year has been a year of firsts. My first of most things without my mom. I’m finding that alongside the bitter endings, are beautiful beginnings. Every special day continues to immortalize my mom in a way that makes it easier to continue living our lives.

My mom’s last words were in conversation with a family friend of ours. She looked at him, he was visibly upset, and she said, “Don’t be sad.” Soon after that she closed her eyes for good.

If I’m being entirely honest this fell flat for me at first. I understood it as my mom continuing to do what she always did, which was trying to make the people around her feel better. I now understand it as her permission to move forward. Her request that we don’t stop living alongside her.

This year has been devastating. I consistently feel a deep longing for someone who I will never physically see again. And at the same time, I know I have to continue moving. I have to try to find joy and purpose in the world without the person who brought me into it.

So alongside all of the bitter endings this year has brought, I have no choice but to recognize the beautiful things this year has shown me. I’m looking forward to seeing what next year shows me.

I ❤️ NY & @izzygarofalo

I ❤️ NY & @izzygarofalo

Swipe to read-> TW: SA & R*pe

Thank you all for hearing me🫶🏻

Swipe to read-> TW: SA & R*pe

Thank you all for hearing me🫶🏻

Meowwwww #happyhalloween

Meowwwww #happyhalloween

What a special weekend🫶🏻 congratulations to the Lockridges! And a big thank you to everyone who made Reeds senior night so special for our family. I can’t express how grateful I am to have a community that makes sure my mom’s presence is felt❤️

What a special weekend🫶🏻 congratulations to the Lockridges! And a big thank you to everyone who made Reeds senior night so special for our family. I can’t express how grateful I am to have a community that makes sure my mom’s presence is felt❤️

ZB with my guys🤟🏼

ZB with my guys🤟🏼

Telling literally everybody what happened in Vegas

Telling literally everybody what happened in Vegas

Secret gardens in my mind

Secret gardens in my mind

Sunshine and @johnsummit 🌞

Sunshine and @johnsummit 🌞

#mycalvins 💋

#mycalvins 💋

Last Sunday, I lost my mom to cancer. She was my best friend. It still doesn’t feel real. The past week has been filled with unimaginable grief and also unimaginable love. I’m grateful to the mass amount of people who have been committed to supporting my mom and our family. I’m grateful for my family and the courage it takes to be vulnerable with each other the way we have been the last two weeks. I will miss her everyday for the rest of my life.

Last Sunday, I lost my mom to cancer. She was my best friend. It still doesn’t feel real. The past week has been filled with unimaginable grief and also unimaginable love. I’m grateful to the mass amount of people who have been committed to supporting my mom and our family. I’m grateful for my family and the courage it takes to be vulnerable with each other the way we have been the last two weeks. I will miss her everyday for the rest of my life.

Art❣️

Art❣️

it’s national kiss a capricorn day

it’s national kiss a capricorn day

Genuinely the best birthday ever! Thank you to everyone who made me feel so special.

Genuinely the best birthday ever! Thank you to everyone who made me feel so special.

Not a word of last night gets back to Santa 🎄😽

Not a word of last night gets back to Santa 🎄😽

you can chop my head off now

you can chop my head off now

finding the joy (summer)

finding the joy (summer)

BEST NIGHT EVER 🫶🏻 even the literal midnight rain

@taylorswift @taylornation

BEST NIGHT EVER 🫶🏻 even the literal midnight rain

@taylorswift @taylornation

Happy birthday to my favorite woman. My shoulder to cry on. My peace in the storm. You are the strongest person I know.

Happy birthday to my favorite woman. My shoulder to cry on. My peace in the storm. You are the strongest person I know.

go to the beach sea a turtle

go to the beach sea a turtle

beach beach beach beach

beach beach beach beach

Christmas eve is better than Christmas change my mind

Christmas eve is better than Christmas change my mind

@riley.overton paint day

@riley.overton paint day

@madisonbeer u r an angel

@madisonbeer u r an angel

KATIE AND SAV IN NASHVILLE

KATIE AND SAV IN NASHVILLE

happy lake weekend☀️

happy lake weekend☀️

mr. 305 in the 615 🤟🏼

mr. 305 in the 615 🤟🏼

keep ur head up💗

keep ur head up💗

#wcw

#wcw

solar power

solar power

ice trae da gang #gohawks #ballislife

ice trae da gang #gohawks #ballislife

what’s your favorite color?

what’s your favorite color?

prom 🤝

prom 🤝

hey, uh what time were u born😳?

hey, uh what time were u born😳?

newfound love for the pigeons in Puerto Rico

newfound love for the pigeons in Puerto Rico

watching my peasants

watching my peasants

i hope i get run over

i hope i get run over

posting this at 11:11 make a wish

posting this at 11:11 make a wish

cow pants at a picnic 🤗

cow pants at a picnic 🤗

tell me happy birthday 💗

tell me happy birthday 💗

happy birthday riley thank you for taking this picture of me 🙏🏼

happy birthday riley thank you for taking this picture of me 🙏🏼

darling i’m a nightmare dressed like a daydream🤘🏼🤘🏼🤘🏼🤘🏼🤩

darling i’m a nightmare dressed like a daydream🤘🏼🤘🏼🤘🏼🤘🏼🤩

hope everyone got to dance as much as me and @mjaddison_ did yesterday 🎃

hope everyone got to dance as much as me and @mjaddison_ did yesterday 🎃

Thanks for showing me mountaintops even though you’re afraid of heights. I love you dad !

Thanks for showing me mountaintops even though you’re afraid of heights. I love you dad !

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